Releasing

Who were You? and Where did You go?
What was Your true purpose?
Will I ever know?
You came, You rerevolutionized my world
You came, You cracked open my shell and You released the pearl.
And even though your Time was Short,
Your Power was very Strong,
The effects You left can still be felt
And You've been gone so Long.

Of late though,
Its like Your Presence seems so imminent...
To the point that when I breathe
I almost catch Your scent.
You're starring in my dreams again,
Your face, Your smile, Your eyes
I need something to ease my brain,
Before it tells my heart old lies.

O Yes! I've accepted Your absence,
I even started rebuilding my fence,
But the memory of You
Still seems at times,
To override my sense.
I no longer expect a call or text
From you anymore,
But to completely let go
Of my dreams of You,
Is still a constant war.

Why won't You just come out of my Brain,
I always ask myself in vain.
But at least the tears don't pour
Anymore
Like when they outlasted the rain.
No One has ever touched me to the core,
And No One will ever again,
Because there wasn't a part of me
You didn't explore,
Every single part felt pain.

Life After You

Genesis : The Journey Begins...

I am finally ready to write again. O! how I missed writing.

So,
Where do I start after all this time?
How do I reopen my mind, to You,
How do I show you everything I've been through?
How to explain, my experience with pain, and heartache,
Well lemme tell you, it wasn't no cake, with the cherry on top,
You know the ones that make your eyes pop,
When you see them in the glass case at the shop,
Nope, it wasn't one of those at all,
But more the thing that makes you bawl,
From deep, deep inside you soul,
That thing makes you feel cold, on a hot day,
It makes you lie and say you're ok, when you're not,
But you feel like an idiot, cuz u can't explain the pain,
The emptiness, the loneliness, the gloom, the tears,
What's worse, you feel like nobody cares,
About these newly developed fears,
That have come to live in your head,
They seem to strap you down to your bed,
And to the constant memory of Time past,
A time that not tears, dreams, wishes or even death
Can bring back...