When U left...

I thought about you leaving, and I thought That I would die
I thought that I would never stop cry. But then that day came,
And the tears didn't come like the rain.
Instead, I looked on in disbelief, to me this meant life long grief.
Up to right now I believe I'm still in shock,
Afraid to face the truth, so I just don't give a fuck!
And engage in pointless relationships cause I'm scared...
That if the last wire trips, I will surely die,
Yes the great I and I, will no longer be
All because you left me.



CC, 2006
in memory Of Christopher xoxo.

Already Gone

As the days go by I've stopped caring about the'why',
Because You turned out to be,
The worst possible disaster to ever happen to me.
And now that its over and we've agreed that its done,
I smile and think that its me who won;
Cause you're in a sad, sad place, You're all alone and it shows on your face
But I am a star so I can't help but shine,
So You can either Love me or kiss my behind
Cause now I'm about to spread my wings, 
                              And I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings.
                              So,,,it was nice while it lasted, that's all I can say
                              And I loved you, You fucked up, so You have to pay!




    C.C., 2008